INSPIRED BY A
SANDSTORM
My first time. At 63 years old I feel like a
virgin. How intriguing. Black Rock city opens its arms wide to the
flat, alkaline desert expanse of the playa and the rugged black
mountain range that provides a backdrop. The air literally hums with
potential. . . and heat. . . and the momentum of 40,000 people on
30,000 bicycles. Like an Old Testament prophet it is time to go into
the wilderness. I have to go out onto the playa. I cannot not go.
Now.
I jump on my 10-speed and within minutes I am
in a surrealist painting by Salvador Dali or Magritte. Time is
melting and figures float above ground like a mirage in and around
larger than life size art. Art is everywhere. I am being driven mad
by the art (but like an hallucinogenic experience, I can’t find
adequate words to describe it).
And then the atmosphere shifts – as if
negatively charged ions have become positive. Billowing clouds of
sand rise up above the mountains. I am hypnotized by them –
standing in the middle of the playa straddling my bicycle. I think,
“Oh – this must be a sandstorm. It’s so far away. How
beautiful . . .” then I am breathing sand. My ears are filled with
sand and my eyelids are clinched tight against the sand. I cannot
see. I cannot move.
Dump the bike!
Hit the ground face down!!
Pull your shirt over your head!!
Every inch of my skin is being sandblasted.
The wind howls in protest as the sun is eclipsed by the storm. The
only thing I can do is breathe. . . so I breathe.
A disembodied male voice above me asks, “You
okay?”
“I think so.”
He drops a T-shirt over my head and arms.
“Hope it helps.”
“Thanks.”

LET ME EXPLAIN . . .
All Our Relations
began in that sandstorm. Practically naked, my body literally
scoured, flat on my belly on the earth, I felt strangely at home in
the universe. I was cared for by a stranger. In nature, I was a
creature among creatures.
All our Relations
is a prayer spoken by Native American peoples acknowledging the web
of life that connects all beings on the earth. All Our Relations
embodies the spirit of that prayer and is a prayer for peace, not
simply to ensure the survival of the human species, but a prayer to
honor the sacredness of all life. The theme for Burning Man 2008 is
“American Dream.” I challenge all dreamers, all
visionaries, all creative people to envision a world beyond national
boundaries where we honor the earth as our home.
Because I am a mask artist, All Our
Relations is an installation of masks. Standing like sentinels
in a circle 10 feet across, five black cylinders rise 12 feet into
the air. Standing guard, five creatures spiral around the columns
representing five animal kingdoms: reptile, mammal, insect, bird and
fish. Mythology around the world is rich with stories about all
these animals, reflecting a belief in the reciprocal relationship
between human beings and animals. In Australia, the lizard
Tarrotarro divided people into male and female and taught them the
arts. The Kwakiutl of British Columbia believe that when their
ancestors took off their wolf masks, they became humans. In Africa
Praying Mantis brings good luck. The hawk has the power of prophecy
in Polynesian mythology and from Irish folklore, a Salmon of
Knowledge, when caught and eaten, gives second sight. The animals I
have chosen for this installation are from North America,
Blue-Tailed Lizard, Gray Wolf, Praying Mantis, Red-Tail Hawk and
Sockeye Salmon. And in the center, a mobile of the human family
balances delicately, suspended in time: 5 mask faces represent the
family intergenerationally and cross culturally: grandmother,
mother, father, youth and child the outer faces look toward the
world, eyes wide open, thoughtful. Inside each mask is the face of
the dreamer, with eyes closed, in the shadow of the collective
unconscious, archetypal. What dreams will come forth? What dreams
will shape our future? Will our dreams create life or destroy life
for “All Our Relations?”